A side note

I have only written 2 entries, but I wanted to say something... I feel a bit uncomfortable sharing a lot of the negative feelings that I was having. I guess it's only because everyone pictures coming home with touching stories of growth and insight. No one hopes to come home and share about their lack of growth. I think I will find that I did grow while I was away... and maybe the struggles are part of the process... but whatever the case may be, I am simply entering my journals. I wrote them a bit differntly than I would a blog, but I hope that they are still beneficial to those reading them. I am sitting here, wishing that I had written something different, but what's the point of a journal, if you aren't true to yourself? Anyhow, I know that God always has a plan in mind, so I am certain that something important will come of this!